So sad~

i should be happy
becoz finally i had been selected by the nanyang technological university.
i am very suprised to know tat. It is truth.

but

i cannot apply for the tuition grant that i will working over there 3 years after graduation.
it is juz becoz i had chosen the wrong option in financial part..
i am very regretted.
WHY i were wrong???
the tuition fee is not a small amount!!!!!! it is RM200000!!!!!!!!!!!!
how can i pay this stupid much money.
T_T
anyone can pay for me?
anyone can help me?
pls~~ pls~~